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Insomnia Hangover No Alcohol Added

  Today I am not firing on all cylinders.  As a matter of fact, I am misfiring at best. I feel like my head is in a different plane of existence; one in which all rational thought is unattainable; where… Continue Reading →

The Freedom of Brain Dumping

  Brain dumping has freed me up from the confines I had placed on myself about what is a journal and what is a list.  It allows me to just get it all out and down on paper. It gives me… Continue Reading →

Drowning

I am drawn to you like an errant lover I return time and time again seeking solace Finding none and finding everything You call to me from the depths of my soul Fear bubbling up from the deep Sucking me… Continue Reading →

Silence is Not Golden

I understand now why my grandmother had the TV on all the time, even when she wasn’t watching it. After having a houseful of people for most of your life it’s really hard to be alone.  The silence can be… Continue Reading →

Anxiety: The Hardest Part about Being Outside

You see me at the grocery store with a smile plastered on my face making up reasons why you haven’t seen me in a while, Appearing calm and in control on the outside is a great effort on my part…. Continue Reading →

Waking Up in a Panic

I think waking up in a panic attack is one of the worst things about having a panic disorder.  My medication causes vivid dreams which most nights I enjoy but once in a while I have a very vivid dream… Continue Reading →

Cleveland

It is day four of the Just Jot It January challenge and today’s prompt is Dachshund. Wow, now that is a tough prompt. It leads most in the direction to write about dogs or pets. Me it leads to my least… Continue Reading →

Nightmare State

There are days that echo through time, where you feel as if you have been transported into this life by some unseen force. These are the days you wish you could stay in bed tucked up under the covers and… Continue Reading →

Act or Let it Go – How to Deal with Worry

Worry is such a time suck.  We spend hours and days wasted worrying about this or that.  Worrying if everything will work out. Worrying if everyone is ok. Worrying about if we are worrying too much.  Instead of worrying we… Continue Reading →

Looking for an Exit

This is the first I have really written in a while. I have basically had a nervous breakdown and have spent the better part of a month trying to recover myself. Trying to find myself amongst the panic and the… Continue Reading →

Update From My Life with Anxiety

My anxiety waxes and wanes like the moon growing larger looming in the horizon then dissipating with the morning light to rise again. Anxiety is like a stray cat once you feed it it is always there lurking in the… Continue Reading →

Writing Through Anxiety

Reading posts on Speak your Truth about living with anxiety has given me strength to share my own struggle. Not as a means to gain sympathy but in the hopes that someone else will read this and find strength much… Continue Reading →

Menopause and the Mississippi

I have decided going through “the change” is like being pregnant and going through puberty at the same time. Yep, its really that crazy. You have whacked out hormone swings, weight gain, and hair popping up in weird places. Don’t… Continue Reading →

Despair

I am tired but my mind will not rest. I can find no relief from this despair and anguish that I feel. I fear I am losing my mind to this insanity that is my body in its present state…. Continue Reading →

2015 a Year of Possibilities

2015 a year full of possibilities, blessings, and abundance. This is going to be a great year! Fifteen minute timed writing before dinner. Today has been a very productive day. We got the pantry cleaned out and all the tools… Continue Reading →

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